Hello ladies,
DH has ADHD and ASD so no chance getting any support from him. All day alone, so feeling particularly down today ..
Had messed up in work, it'll cost a few hundred pounds to the company. It's nothing really in a big scheme of things, I've been doing this job for over 10 y and been good, never had such a problem.
Everything was going wrong this week, things got more difficult and slow - call it Brexit, crisis, lack of staff, whatever - it just adds to my job with constant chasing, reminding, emailing, worrying, doing other people's job.
Anyway, laid it all down in an email to the boss with what had happened, how sorry I was, that it was totally my error (even though there were three checkpoints down the line, but apparently no one thought to query it as I never make mistakes?!). Had a stern email back yesterday, copying unnecessarily some colleagues in, saying what a waste of money, and that in the future my work had to be monitored.
Fair enough, but feeling shitty and almost like quitting my job. Thank you for reading this far. Am I being vain and unreasonable, do I deserve that attitude for one cock up and just need to get over myself?