Hello I would very much appreciate some advice or suggestions from primary school teachers or secondary school for that matter.
I am considering embarking upon a part time PGCE primary course. This would take place over 2 years. The reasons I am thinking about this are that I believe I would like working with children of that age, I would like a job that would also fit in with my LO's school holidays, a job that I might be able to move around with. And there are many other varied reasons. My baby would be about 15 months when i would start the course. It's also quite flexible.
The question is this: I am not entirely sure whether my 'heart' is in the career choice. I think I have all these reasons why teaching would be a good idea, but I just don't know whether I feel vocationally motivated. I hesitate because i am sure that the course and the teaching itself requires commitment and lots of energy, and I wonder whether it's possible to do that without feeling passionate about it. I don't feel passionately about it, I feel that it's something i should do because i don't know what else I want to do, if that makes sense.
I need advice from other teachers. What is it really like? Am I making a bad decision in going ahead with the course if I don't really feel my heart's in it. Help i feel confused! Maybe I just have to get on with it, i mean I want to get a proper job, with a salary and prospects for my son, so i can provide for him. Hope what I've written makes sense.
Thanks anyone who replies.