I work for the NHS in a high pressure clinical role. My job for some months has felt unmanageable and has recently got worse as staff have left and their workload has fallen mainly to me. I calculated all my work into a spreadsheet (all the meetings I am expected to attend, prep time for these and the other many many aspects of my role) and it basically showed that it’s impossible to do my job in the time available. Line manager not particularly supportive and tells me to get on with the job/ manage my time better.
I am at the point that I’m really struggling to cope. I was off yesterday and spent a fair chunk of it crying, feeling overwhelmed and stressed. I did some of the admin tasks I have outstanding too, which is not uncommon for my days off as I am so behind with some aspects of the job. I wake up during the night thinking about work and even cried before I got up this morning. I am in tears writing this.
I have never had time off for stress (only physical health issues and fortunately have a good sickness record), but I am considering taking some time off sick with work related stress as I just can’t cope anymore.
The potential barrier to this is that I’m in the process of applying for another job. Without wanting to be too outing, I work in quite a specialist field and jobs like this just don’t come up very often (if at all), especially where I live. If I don’t apply for this job I am likely to be stuck in my current role for many years to come, unless I change speciality or downgrade which isn’t something I want to do. I have spoken to the appointing manager for the new job, who says I am a strong candidate given my experience and qualifications. The closing date for the advert is this week, so I expect the interview would be in the next couple of weeks.
I’m in two minds as to whether I go off sick now, accepting that attending an interview whilst off sick can be viewed in a negative light, or struggle on at work and decide what to do once the outcome of the interview is known.
Any thoughts/advice welcome.