I've never been in a role where I'm working towards something, right now I'm a PA, I've done general admin, bookkeeping, office management.
Every role I've had I wasn't a part of the main industry, more of a support, other people climb ladders, they know if they take this course they move up to this level.
I've worked at small places as the supporting act for the main people, how can I ever earn any money now? I'm mid forties. I'm feeling very flat about it, I'd like to work for another 20 to 25 years and I love the routine of having a job, working with colleagues but I'm always paid very poorly.