I am at the end of my maternity leave (I've even extended it by a few months of unpaid leave) and I am really struggling with the idea of returning to work. Turns out all the pushing my start date back is because I just can't justify 3hr round commute everyday on top of a ~8hr working day. I feel like now I'm a mum, I've made a decision that means I owe my baby quality time with her parent rather than 12hours a day in childcare.
Before mat leave, the job I was working was a bit of a career switch (from academia to finance). I was determined to earn a better salary for working the same hours. My job means I need to be in the office regularly but also because I was in the middle of a career switch, I'm also really junior.
And so, I'm back to the drawing board now and hoping to take some time to upskill. (I'm thinking of resigning because I just can't justify leaving the house when DC is asleep and returning when she's asleep!) I'd like to do a course which will hopefully mean I can get a job working a well paid remote job.
If anyone has a job that means they can very easily work remotely, I would love to hear from you. I am genuinely floored by motherhood and how much a woman changes (I think I have been so naive!) The going back to work part has been such a learning curve for me, I really am no longer the same person I used to be.