I'm going to have to be a litigant in person as I've brought a case against my ex-employer (unfair dismissal & discrimination).
My disability (I have a diagnosis of inattentive ADHD and get my medication through my NHS GP) has a massive impact on me and my ability to manage my emotions and control & clarify my thoughts when I'm in emotional stressful situations (I'm great in non-emotional emergencies). I have very little short term memory and so I can get flustered with lots of paperwork because I struggle to put my hands on the right thing. I'm very tidy and organised to compensate for this, but if under stress my brain just gets frazzled and I can't think logically and can't go off in a tangent and completely lose my train of thought. There's a shortage of my meds, but luckily my GP practice helps me locate pharmacy's that have stock every month (you have to ring around until you find one) and I can drive so I have so far been lucky to not have too many days without my medication.
Ordinarily I'm bright and articulate and can manage my AHDH together with my meds and by keeping my work life as stress free as possible and doing 'non-professional' work/jobs and staying in them a long time.
I don't think people would know I had ADHD unless they knew the actual symptoms rather than the stereotype of the symptoms IYKWIM.
Unfortunately following serious issues at a toxic workplace of which I was a victim I have now set the wheels in motion for an Employment Tribunal. I feel I was unfairly dismissed and basically have suffered a mini-breakdown because of this and haven't been able to work since.
I have no doubt I will recover, but in order to do this I need to continue the ET. This is just how my emotions/brain works, I'd love to 'just let it go' but I feel so upset by the injustice & bullying I know I'll never get over not taking a stand, even if short term it will be extremely difficult.
As I am unemployed and not able to work at present (I'm not claiming benefits, I'm living off very modest savings & living as frugally as possible) I've never been unemployed ever in my life and never expected to. I can't afford a solicitor. My local law clinic can't help as they have no capacity.
I am really concerned about getting all the admin done, under ordinary circumstances admin is not my strong point (ADHD) and my old job was physical & skilled but not office based because that suited my skill set. I'm always very aware I will cry during any hearings. And I'm the one who has to present my case and presumably have to ask questions to the other side. In fact there is zero chance I will not cry. Since the unfair dismissal I have cried every time I've had to deal with the paperwork or ring ACAS etc for advice (it was 12 months ago that I was dismissed).
Will the court be able to provide assistance in view of my disability? How do I ask them (they don't answer the phone and don't answer emails). Will they throw the case out because I can't represent myself without crying/breaking down?
Thanks everyone