To summarise, I've left a job I was in for just over a year due to a whole list of reasons. I'd handed in my notice with no job to go to but only ended up working half of my notice period as I wouldn't have been able to take it any longer. The last day I was in the office, I left feeling genuinely suicidal.
I've got a few interviews coming up and wanted opinions on how best to frame this if asked, which I presume they will. I'd rather not dwell or speak badly of my former employer.
-Toxic office culture, team would whisper, pull each other for chats in private, speak badly of anyone else new joining team or office.
- Anxiety in mornings, daily panic attacks, crying down in the office.
-Was 3 team members down due to recruitment issues, long term sick, then funding being pulled on replacements.
-Working 12 hour days, having to catch up at home. Was open with the fact I was struggling with workload, asking for support.
-Taken on as an apprentice, would be given great feedback in 121s but publicly called out on small mistakes where the wider team would be looped in. This included on the work group chat when on days off AL/Sundays/Evenings (WhatsApp)
-Being deliberately held back from progressing, manager would often ask me to do something and another senior member of the team would not let me, I'd ask to shadow, be shown etc, they would agree but then would do it without me under the guise of me being "too busy"
-Asked to lie about what I was doing to an external awarding body as what I needed was not in my job role.
-Being shoehorned into a role I did not sign up for & wouldn't have applied for at the 'needs of the business'
That's just to name a few. Worried that I'll receive a bad reference, my absence was being monitored due to me being off for 5 days last year. This was out of my control & I had been signed off for a min of 6 weeks and advised by the dr not to work.
But I digress, how am I best explaining this to interviewers? I understand it's not ideal and wasn't my proudest moment to leave.