Not asking for anything but just venting.
I was digging around in publicly available info on SharePoint looking for something yesterday and stumbled across a carelessly saved presentation for directors, indicating that under some cost saving measures, it's being suggested that my team are toast (5 of us, I'm head of dept).
I had a sense that under the org restructure our work wasn't being prioritised or valued so it's not a massive surprise but I'm really pissed off. Presentation makes no mention of where the work will go.
I've worked my ass off in the last year and a half to upskill this team to do really high quality work and establish real excellence in what we do but it's just not very visible and I've been held back by lack of support and structure around us.
I thought that was finally coming to and end and have recently been working with other heads of adjacent depts to plan a strategy and bigger piece of work we can all do together to make things run much more smoothly. 90% of that strategy is built from planning and studying I've been doing for months but now those teams whose Heads have caused chaos through getting on with stuff without proper skills or planning, will stick around to implement my plans.
So I'm 47 and about to have to start job hunting. This job has amazing flexibility. I'm 0.8, mostly work from home when I want, totally flexible hours. Going to be so hard to find anything like that again.
Also an internal job at same level that I would have been a great redeployment match for, has just come up and been filled. If I'd known my team is about to be shit canned I would have gone for it.
So, so pissed off.
Rant over