Hi,
I've been in my job just over two years. When I started I was brought in as an addition, to help with the workload
After eight months my colleague who had been there for ten years was gradually taken away to do another job in a different building
I now do the job on my own
My colleague is still on our headcount and officially has the same title as me but is unofficially doing another job altogether
Work has got busier. It's at least twice as busy as when I joined. I've also had to take on even more work
I've been told it was always the director's plan for this to happen, my colleague being removed
I can no longer cope
I've got headaches all the time. I wake up at 3.00am, 4.00am and think about work. I've now started to stop eating, I have no appetite
Two other colleagues at work in another dept. are currently signed off with stress. One guy was signed off with stress and left altogether about two months ago. Another guy handed his notice in and left two weeks ago after being threatened with disciplinary over something minor
There has recently been three redundancies and we've been led to believe there will be more but the regional HR manager visited our office this week and said there won't be anymore
Other sites have told staff this but our director hasn't, my manager believes he wants people to live in fear
I don't know what to do. It's impacting on my home life now
The only thing I can do right now is slow down and stop rushing around. I can't go on like this
My manager's manager told me that sites les busy than our's have two people doing my job. I was given some agency help for about four weeks but this was stopped two weeks ago for cost saving
I was on holiday yesterday looking after DD and now I have a meeting with the director today and sales managers to go over our stock levels
I know lots of pressure will be put on me in the meeting. I'm just a lowly administrator but I'm having to run a small dept. on my own
My own manager is no help
When I was on holiday for a week he was asked to cover my role in one small area and refused. If I'm off my role is not covered at all and I come back to chaos. I dread taking time off
I'm drowning and I don't know where to go, I'm thinking about booking a doctor's appointment because stopping eating and sleeping can't go on
Do I speak to HR first or my manager, he's so unapproachable and only ever thinks about how anything will impact him, not that his staff need help. Three previous people in my office left because of him
All advice welcome