Hi,
I have worked in my current role (band 7) for three years. It isn’t my profession, by training/background, but similar. I was a band 7 in my previous role but was living quite a distance from my workplace and, due to complications of the pandemic (train cancelled was a major issue) I had to look for employment closer to home. I’d only been a band 7 in my previous role for 6 months but had been top of band 6 for years. I’m a HCPC Biomedical Scientist by training - I have kept my registration going but I don’t need it for the role I’m doing now.
Anyway, it became very apparent that the place I’m at was in dire straights and very old fashioned in terms of IT. The place is a mess tbh and hasn’t been run properly. It became very clear that I was taking on a massive workload (which I had never experienced before in the NHS). There doesn’t seem to be any interest in moving the place forward in terms of technology so they’re going round in circles with staff spending way too much time on things and lots of errors due to paper based systems. It’s shocking tbh! The place is quite toxic too.
We are under the watch of the regulator. It’s worrying me as I am new to this area and never came across this level of despair in my previous career (that I miss desperately)!
New big boss started a year ago (who looks after 2 departments). Both departments have been put under a transformation after constant staff complaints and a damning audit from the regulator. Basically, there will be new jobs created (they don’t have enough staff to do what’s needed) and all staff can apply for jobs that arise. My job is now at risk. I’m highly qualified in my field (biomedical) and experienced (25 years plus). I have been told all sorts. I could be downgraded to a band 5, I may have to re-apply for my own post or end up without a job. Or, I may remain as I am. I have been told there will probably be a deputy post created (as my workload is huge). I am working constantly. Always under stress at the demands from everywhere. Two band 7’s used to do my role but they didn’t replace one, after she left, to save money. I am working harder in this role than I ever had to in my previous career. There is a very high sickness rate with two band 7’s on long term sick. It is the band 5-8 that they are dealing with first as part of the re-structure. There are a couple of band 5’s (both with a lot less experience than I have) who are applying for my role if it is advertised. I’m absolutely appalled tbh! I have done nothing wrong. I am trying my hardest to put the place right as I realised, pretty quickly, what a mess they were in just after I started.
I could try and get back into my field. I would prefer this now as I am so traumatised by this that I don’t want to re-apply for my own job! It’s humiliating and I will just want to die if I was unsuccessful. It’s a kick in the teeth to someone who has worked over and above for them.
Im also going through a divorce, which is also worrying me as I have come off a lot worse (accepting 30% of assets) as my emotional health is suffering (because of the re-structure too). I had to call it a day. Stbx can’t afford to pay my any child support either. If I end up as a band 5, I will really struggle.
My eldest is at university but the youngest is in her final GCSE year and wants to stay at the same school for 6th form. She also needs to see her father. She lives with me mostly.
I feel trapped in an awful situation whereby I could get back into my field (probably as a 7 or even an 8 due to my background and qualifications) but I can’t leave the area due to my daughter! There are no jobs locally and I have looked for the last 2 years when I realised how bad this job was going to be.
I am totally not sure what to do and am not coping well at all. Not sleeping. Having physical symptoms. I feel like my career is over (and my life tbh). I have worked /studies do hard over the years. They mentioned about re-deployment but that could also be a band 5 (they can only downgrade you 2 bands, so I have been told) in an area of no interest to me. Pay, at band 7, would be protected for two years.
Has anyone been through this in the NHS or can offer some wise words of advice? I feel distraught and extremely distressed tbh. We band 7’s have been given no support through this and have to stand in staff meetings with higher up telling everyone they can apply for our roles!!