I applied for what I thought was my dream job earlier this year, got to interview stage and was surprised to get an offer. My current job is comfortable and well paid (for me) I also have the opportunity to work overtime each weekend which bumps my income up nicely. However I'm really bored and there a couple of toxic people I've had run ins with (no fault of my own, just not very nice people.. think bullying) thankfully I don't have to see these people anymore since moving teams.
My anxiety is through the roof.. I accepted the offer initially but I've been scared to give my notice so if I decided now I would be giving less of a notice period which doesn't look great.
New job pays a little bit less, no overtime and from reading the reviews on glass door, lots of 'dead' time - im really not good with this and like to have something to do all the time (in current job there is a steady stream of work so constantly busy). It involves lots of phone work which makes me nervous but at the same time it's a key part of the role.. the role itself interests me but there will be so much to learn and I will come out with around £200 less per month which will be manageable but not ideal.
It already doesn't look good that I've accepted and might turn down .. I've put off completing the transfer form (it's a gov dept) so that's a week late.. I've just got myself in such a mess, mostly anxiety/fear related. Help?