I can’t be the only one who feels like this!
I have been in my current role (middle
management in professional services in Higher Education) for 12 years. I’m really good at my job and get lots of positive feedback from clients/staff/students. I’m also obviously very experienced so I spend a lot of time mentoring/supporting new members of staff.
This isn’t an age thing as many of the people I support are my age or older, late thirties.
I don’t enjoy bragging (although this post is a bit Bragg so far 😃) If it get positive feedback it makes me happy & I’m happy to share in my appraisal but I don’t feel comfortable telling everyone how wonderful I am. I also don’t use Social Media personally. I have a work account on Twitter as we are encouraged to do this. I don’t post much apart from service based retweets. Everyone else seems more than happy to share every single bloody thing they do. If someone emails them saying thanks, they screenshot and tell everyone about it. They present at a meeting/conference they tell everyone how great it was. These get a lot of engagement from management and I’m starting to feel invisible! Even though I’m still plugging away, doing my job. Much better (&more efficiently) than many of these people.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to do what they do, it just isn’t me. But it seems that everyone else is doing it now and I’m worried I’ll get left behind!