Thanks so much for your reply. I really appreciate the response, sorry for the long reply. I agree there is so much benefit to office hours but as I'm part time I don't think I feel it as much. If you see what I mean!
You are right they are very different. I think with ITU I like the idea of feeling part of a supportive team (I guess that's not a given though!) I did about 2 months in Itu as a student and I liked the fact I could concentrate on a couple of patients and do my job well- in my current job I am so overwhelmed managing a case load- I miss managing my day and not having to worry about tomorrow or 6 weeks down the line. It's a bit daft but I am in a place where I am so burned out by very needy patients who take so much but by and large won't do anything for themselves (I have some gorgeous patients too, I think I am just a bit drained) I am usually very good at talking listening, guiding, coaching but have hit a wall and I have had zero support for so long I feel that "I'm done" there.
With ED I have next to no experience apart from amu. So a bit different. Very little support there either! I like thinking on my feet and prioritizing my day, responding to whatever comes in.
In my head (so not at all fact based!) Both areas appeal to me because I am sick of papering over the cracks. My patients are very needy, unwilling to change. We throw all the drugs in the world at them when a few lifestyle changes would mean there is no need to be on all these drugs. I enjoy lifestyle change and health promotion but it only really has a beneficial end result of the patient meets you half way.
My idea of Itu is- that patient really needs that vent, tlc, medication and my idea of ED is that patient really needs xyz (or at least thinks they need it...ok that is idealistic, many patients don't need to be there but!)
When I was briefly in Itu I missed chatting with the patients, hdu had a bit of chat. But I am so sick of hearing patients all day and then my kids all night!!!! I think having a caseload has been the biggest learning curve for me. It was difficult to get my head round and I feel like my patients have free access to me which is what I suppose is causing me to feel burnt out.