Hi,
Brief history. 27 years in the NHS mainly as a band 6 and band 7 for the last few years. Took on a second band 7 role in a slightly different role to my career (which I loved btw). Covid issues meant I had to leave my previous 7 (issues with long distance travel).
Current role is management but seems to be more management stuff than my previous band 7 role and I am the sole member of the band 7’s line managing a large team. I am also responsible for the operational management of the biggest area. Band 8 on long term sick. Place is in trouble and has been neglected in terms of technology so everything takes 3-4 times as long to do. Latest issue is the breakdown of a heavily used machine which has no contingency. Bad management basically. I have inherited a lot of shit!
My workload is unmanageable. I have told my line manager and been ignored. I have suffered with stress a lot lately (and never had it in my previous roles). I get emails from all directions and staff are demanding of my time. Numerous deviations from staff. Lots of mundane, repetitive work involved which stops me getting on with proper work.
It is a mess. The place is a mess with all band 7’s having been on long term sick over the last year.
There has been no improvement and I’ve been there 2 years now. It is affecting me. High blood pressure and stress.
I am trying to get back in my own career but it’s difficult as I’m limited to where I can go (going through a divorce) so I can’t uproot my 15 year old from school and her father.
I have a clean sick record but I can’t go on! What would you do? I want to go on the sick so everything is left and they realise just how much I do! However, I don’t want a potential employer seeing I have been off with stress!! The workload is making me stressed not the job itself. I have never felt like this before and it is not showing any signs of changing.
I have an interview lined up but worried it’ll
look bad if I go sick. But, this job is affecting my health! I’m not sleeping well either.
Id take a locum post but I need a permanent job. This place is destroying my NHS career.
Any advice?