I guess I am just after a bit of support and a hand hold really as this is something I think they are putting on me very unfairly and it is now starting to make me feel ill from the anxiety and stress of it all.
I started at the company in August last year having been completely mis-sold the company and role (I have been trying to find another job pretty much since then). It was sold as a standalone HR Manager/Advisor role which on paper sounded very generalist in nature but they expect a lot of my work to be what a HR Director who would be on 2-3 times my salary would do.
Recently, the company owners broke the news to me that the company is in quite a lot of trouble and they are going to have to make around 200 people redundant across 4 locations. They are expecting me to manage the entire process by myself including the consultations and all the meetings that entails along with closing an office they have overseas. To be honest I don't really know where to start.
But the worst thing of all is that they want me to make the announcements to the company which will likely be 50 people in the office and everyone else on Teams. I tried to push back but they are adamant that this is something that falls on the shoulders of HR and are very much insistent that this is something that I am going to have to do. I asked if someone on the senior management team could do it but they said no and that it is my responsibility.
As someone who isn't particularly keen on speaking up in meetings, let alone do any public speaking is there anything I can do? It is weighing me down and literally making me unwell.