So so nervous as today I am up for a disaplinary meeting about heightened absences, I honestly couldn't sleep last night thinking of it,... I would have missed a few days of due to my little boy been sick and the creche refusing to take him, alot as been going on I suffer massively with my mental health ters days I don't want to get out of bed,sitting crying for no reason... I am on medication, it's horrible I feel I'm failing as a parent I feel useless wen it comes to work jus letting everyone down,... And now I could get sacked as this is my 2nd metting, why am I like tis, I know wen it comes to my child I need to mind him, but with me why am I crying and upset for no reason its really affecting my life