My job involves a lot of reading, concentration and attention to detail. I only work part time thankfully as I have chronic health issues and 2 kids under 3. Unfortunately today for the first time, I missed something when doing a check and it was only caught on by our head of department. It wasn't very obvious tbh and I'm pretty sure other colleagues my level may not have noted it either. It was quite major though which I'm upset about. I logged on today (my day off) to rectify it, which it is now. I was just wondering though, before it got to the head of dept. My line manager and her manager both checked it and didn't see the info either. It seems today though, the buck stopped with me (the lowest in the hierarchy and least paid). I know I made an error and have now corrected but I feel like the only person accountable. My line manager has since pointed out another mistake I've made on another case and emailed me to say I need to tell her what public holidays I won't be taking next year as there's 2 I won't be entitled to. Could be coincidence but seems a bit snipey to me...am I over sensitive here?
My manager also knows my mum has been in hospital 1 month now, took gravely ill suddenly, my son has asd, and I've been struggling with childcare. I had a lot of annual leave and because of my illness can work from home more, but she seems jealous of this. Told me herself she hates coming into the office and the people in it.
She isn't aware either but my dad had a heart attack last night so is also now is hospital. I could do without the worry of my boss too. Sorry for the rant, I'm just really stressed.