I'm in a senior finance role in my late 40s. Big 4 qualified, engineering background, excellent CV. And yet...... in strategic thinking I'm out of my depth. It's just not intuitive to me despite long and varied experience. It's not the first time I've realised this - I just don't seem to see the bigger picture through all the detail and it's happened frequently throughout my career. Never caused any major problems in the workplace, I don't lack confidence and others have confidence in me.......but leaves me feeling a little inadequate, like its a language or software I just can't quite grasp.
DH however is intuitively strategic/commercial in any situation - he's not learned it, similar background and experience to me, he just is.
If I haven't learned this "skill" so far, will I ever? Have any of you?
I'm not looking to move upwards btw, I'm just curious if this will always elude me? As a smart person it's hard to accept!