Today I was told I'm being put on a performance improvement plan in relation to my behaviour at work.
There are 3 concerns listed which are my 'low mood', not telling my colleagues about my meetings and not communicating annual leave.
This came as a complete shock and to be honest, I'm struggling to understand what they're trying to convey to me for the following reasons.
- They've put a concern around my mood as when running through the temperature checks in our weekly team meeting, I've been honest and expressed there are a few battles I'm facing at the moment with some of the programmes I'm looking after. Apparently, this has brought the team mood down.
- A staff member has complained that I'm not sharing details of meetings I have booked in. I went through every single invite this afternoon and there was just 1 instance of this over the past 6 weeks where her presence wasn't required anyway.
- I spoke to my line manager about booking carry over leave before I lose it, asking if it would be OK if I took one day per week rather than in a week block. I was told to check with my senior of which I didn't get chance. She heard from my direct manager of my intent so I shared the proposed annual leave dates as requested but she complained I hadn't raised this with her (even though she doesn't approve my holiday.)
I feel absolutely gutted tonight. Super tearful and struggling with the above as I still don't know what I've done so wrong to be placed on a PIP.
Appreciate anyones view on this. Thank you.