Sorry long post but wanted to give background: I have worked for the NHS since 1996, for the last few years within a particular specialty where I have had the opportunity to grow and develop. However, over recent months, I am getting more and more disillusioned with the NHS - my role is to support staff but it feels more and more meaningless due to the culture and pressures within. Added to this, I work in a small team with about 50% of the workforce who seem to be allowed to pick and choose what they do, are frequently absent and constantly bringing their personal issues into the workplace-I'm finding this is making me more and more resentful and petty and I don't like being that person - nothing is going to change and, in addition, we are now facing having to fight for our service as there is potentially a cost saving exercise of scaling us right down or outsourcing to a private company.
My job itself I love - particularly a specific component of it - my qualification is quite highly sort after and there are always vacancies within the private sector BUT I'm scared to leave the security of the NHS, potentially I have another 10-15 years of working, I have a NHS pension and the sickness benefits are generous. I just wondered if anyone has been in my position and how you found it???