Hi there
Name changed for this as I'm a little stunned and tbf embarrassed/mortified
So I work in the nhs and in a job with my own caseload as a band 6. I've been in this role since 2014 where I started as full time . I had my third child and then thought with the difference in pay and tax etc and childcare it would be better going part time and as it's a demanding job I assumed would give me a better work life balance. Fast forward to the last few years. Obviously covid has caused chaos as it has everywhere however we have also gone through a few rounds of recommissioning and streamlining our services hence losing many of our staff. We have not been fully staffed for many years- at present and the past couple of years at least we've been understaffed by about 50%. Still the work needs doing so has been dished out between us. Thing is on my hours I'm be given more work than I can handle and have struggled to prioritise what needs to be done as the expectation basically is that everything is done.
Now I've spoken to my manager several times. I'm also a union rep and have raised this with staffside. The only response we seem to get it 'well more staff are starting soon' (this has happened in the past so we get up to staff and others leave leaving us back to square one) and things like well all trusts are in the same boat- great still doesn't help me with my workload and missing stuff. The trust due to this lack of staffing is on the risk register for not being able to deliver the service safely.
Fast forward to today- I've been off for two weeks annual leave. I logged onto my emails to check my diary for tomorrow and see an email from my manager summoning me to in informal meeting raising concerns about my performance. I met with my manager a couple of weeks back before AL and nothing was mentioned so I'm a bit grieved if I'm honest.
Anyway sorry it's so long thanks for bearing with me just wondering if anyone has any advice or has been here and how it turned out? I don't particularly enjoy my job at the moment due to the pressure however I obviously rely on it for my income and identity
Thank you