Hi all. I appreciate this may just be me being bitter!
I have worked for a company on a temporary contract for over a year. I have always received glowing praise from my supervisor and never had any complaints about my performance. I have previously asked about being made permanent, and was told that they would love to, but unfortunately due to financial reasons head office have majorly reduced the number of permanent contracts they're willing to give out.
I am currently on maternity leave and not due to return to work until February next year. A couple of weeks ago an advert came up for a permanent position in the company. It was essentially the exact same job I am doing as a temporary worker (same department, same job title, same duties), just with more security! I applied for it and was invited to an interview, which happened yesterday. One of the people interviewing me was my supervisor, so they've seen my performance on the job.
I got a phone call this morning to tell me that, although it was a 'very strong' interview and it was a very hard decision, I have not been successful and it was given to another temporary worker within the company. I actually know the candidate that was given the job, and they work for another department and have never done the job before.
I am of course very deflated/disappointed and cannot help but think that me being on maternity leave was a big factor in them not giving me the job? I know it is illegal, but they could still not give it to me and then come up with another reason. I have been doing the job for over a year and have always had positive feedback, I have the relevant qualifications, I know the procedures and already gained a rapport with the teams I would be working with.... The other candidate is from another department, is doing a job that is similar but not exactly the same so will require fairly extensive training, hasn't worked with the same teams, doesn't have as many qualifications. I know all of this because they work fairly closely with our department so I talk to them frequently and had developed somewhat of a friendship with them (I'm not angry at them of course)... It just doesn't make sense to me why they were chosen over me. I have requested feedback and they've said they will send it to me next week.
I don't know, maybe I'm just being bitter. But I cannot help but feel like me being on maternity pretty much cost me the job. Does anyone else get that impression? I appreciate it's a big ask, expecting a company to keep a job open for me until February, but they already have anther temp in to cover me until I return so it's not as if they are short staffed, and they invited me to interview knowing I am on maternity.
Just feeling very deflated 😕