I just feel that i can't cope with pressure or decision making because I have no belief in myself. I've just started a new job so constantly questioning and self doubting myself. When I come across a new situation I panic if I'm doing it right and really sweat about the small stuff and think of the worst case scenarios so go home thinking I've made a mistake. And I honestly mean the small stuff. For example I was asked to put the children's contact books in their bags which I did but I had to double check myself that they were in the right bags. I then went home worrying what if I may have put one in the wrong bag, breaching parent confidentiality etc. I'm just finding everything overwhelming to the point I think about just working in a shop but then I imagine all the things I could do that go wrong there. I consider myself to be fairly intelligent with common sense but my anxiety makes me question myself constantly to the point I do make mistakes or don't use my initiative. I feel like I avoid situations like leading the room and then I get more anxious each time I know there's an opportunity for me to do it or make myself busy to avoid it. What is wrong with me 😔