I've been out of work for four months now. I left my last job due to commuting for 4 hours per day. I've done customer facing roles and tbh, they're really 'not me'. I'm quite a shy person in RL and really don't enjoy talking to strangers all day! I've done nursery work before which was ok but I find that in these places alot of the staff don't pull their weight and then it ends up looking bad on me if I share a room with the lazy staff and with 10+ girls it can get quite bitchy. I've done nannying which I loved with all my heart but I travelled the country as a live-in nanny...something I don't want to do right now and there are very rare nannying opportunities round here. SO! I really don't know what to do. Everytime I apply for a job I end up screwing the application form up as I always think i'd be incapable of doing the job. I would really love to go to college to train as a chef but that seems so difficult to get started and to even think about how i'd support myself financially. I really do want to get out to work or college, but I don't have a clue what to do!