Want to leave new job

[Esme1994]

Hi everyone, hoping for some advice about my current job situation.
I started a new secretary role in the NHS in September. It was a change in career for me and I new the first few months would be tough. I am nearing the 4 month mark of being there and I really don't like it😭!!
I left my previous job where I had been for 7 years as the money/pension/holidays weren't great. I knew it would take a while to get used to the new job and I like parts of it but there are other parts I absolutely hate. There is no way I can change these parts as it is fundamental to the job role - something I was not fully aware of when I took the role.
I suffer from depression and anxiety generally but mostly can control it pretty well but the last month or so have been really struggling. I end up crying most nights and feel anxious every night. I have spoken to my manager to see if I can change role and I am willing to take a pay cut but she has said that she does not know if there is anything available.
I have applied for other roles but haven't heard anything back yet. I live alone and have savings but obviously would be relying on myself for income.
The question I have is - should I stick it out or should I leave?
I don't have anyone to speak to and would be very grateful for opinions and/or advice.
Sorry for the long winded rant!

I'd try and stick it out until you get another job if you can.

I would absolutely try and stick it out while looking for a new job.
It can take a long time to get used to a new job so there maybe parts that improve.
Are you working from home? Do you have the option to go into the office and spend time with your team. Your manager can do a risk assessment for this to happen based on your mental health and wellbeing. This may help if you are able to meet with your colleagues, particularly as you live alone.
Good luck.

Unless you are independently weather, or able to sustain yourself without a wage, you must find another job before leaving this one.

You got this one, you are capable of getting another one, just have faith in yourself

Weather?? Wealthy

Can you afford to leave without another job?

Always better to job hunt if you’re employed I think so I’d stick with it until you find something else.
I’ve been in the position of hating my job and in my case there was nothing to apply for and I was stuck for two years so I can really empathise. When an opportunity finally came up for redeployment I couldn’t volunteer fast enough.

Keep job hunting. January is a great time to update CV and get it out there.

Thanks for all the comments.
I know deep down that it ridiculous to give up a job without having another planned..I'm just letting my anxiety get the better of me.
I gave spoken to my manager and she has agreed to a meeting where we can sort out duties a little better. Hopefully this will help and if not I think they would look to move me around before getting rid🙄

Which bits of the job don't you like?

It’s a hard one isn’t it. I feel if it makes you feel very unwell it’s hard to stick it out but it is safer to seek a job whilst holding a current job. Can you ask your manager for help development or training wise? Would that help or is it just that you don’t like it? It’s good that your manager is working with you and sounds supportive.