Wow. Thank you everyone, I didn't expect any responses, let alone so many.
Apologies that this is such a self indulgent post.
I'm not yet 3 weeks out of my most recent hospital stay, so I apologise if I sound frustrated. I'm fighting to make myself well.
In 2019 when I started bank work I didn't know what I wanted to do. Back then I would have given 111 and anything similar a go.
I could rant on about the truly shocking state that the NHS - the NHS which, as an institution I cherish - is in and why, but I don't want to derail the thread.
Now, as a result of my illness, if I go near a hospital I put myself at real risk of harm, I'm not prepared to do that to myself.
Additionally, 18 months of working within a Covid environment (remember how we originally had to wear full PPE)? My poor patients were confused, some were dying, and I would be caring for them dressed up like an 80s Dr Who villain.
I feel exhausted. Physically, mentally and emotionally. I wish I had never started nursing. Genuinely, thank you to those suggesting 111, but I can't face it. I've considered it, but I just want to stay at home, do a job that isn't especially physically taxing and wait for the storm to pass.
I'm also 'young' enough (mid 40s) to start a whole new career if I get a shift on.
Thank you to those of you who have offered other possibilities, I will look at them all. And thank you again for everyone's suggestions. I really do appreciate it, even though I probably sound like a right stroppy cow.