I have 3 kids under 5, one being a few weeks. Husband works for the police so also 12 hour shifts.
I’ve almost finished 2nd year of my nursing course and I’m strongly considering not going back to do the last year. It feels such a waste after I battled through access course, starting 3 weeks after my middle child was born. And I’m over half way through the degree but I’ve already lost the love of nursing. Working on Covid wards for the last year plus losing my mum very unexpectedly this year definitely didn’t help. I hate the pressure, the worry of getting things wrong, the responsibility of life or death, it’s making me a nervous wreck. I’ve done bank work over nearly every ward on the hospital as an HCA and haven’t found anything that I’ve enjoyed.
I just don’t know what I’ll do instead, considering trying to get a job at somewhere like Waitrose until my youngest is at school. Before nursing I worked in admin, this is something I could perhaps go back to, maybe in the medical world, pharmaceuticals maybe? Anyone work in pharma admin?
Any suggestions of things I could use my healthcare experience without the mental toll of working in healthcare?Hapy to do some training etc.