Its almost midnight and I can't sleep I'm so bloody angry.
Don't want to be outing but NHS community and basically had a look at my home visits list for tomorrow and just totally flipped.
I have a totally unrealistic list of acutely ill people, have been given hardly any time to see each one, I can't afford to make one single mistake with any of them and I am working cross county so travelling miles and miles.
If we make one single mistake in our work some jobs worth fills out an incident form instead of just talking to us and we get hauled over the coals and it's put on our records - I'm trained staff.
Every blood week i'm given a work load that is not possible to do in the time.
I'm very experienced, I have more than 40 years in the NHS and know what I'm doing.
nobody takes any notice of my emails and I put in near miss incident forms when I'm given work that isn't doable.
I'm just at the end of my rope and thinking of leaving.
Anyone have any idea what I should do next. Its because we haven't got any staff but I'm not superwoman and sometimes the drive from one house to another is an hour on farm tracks and unmade roads and so on.