I hate my current job with a passion, the environment is toxic, and no matter how hard I work it is never enough (I'm a senior manager).
Main problem being it is so toxic and backward in culture that I no longer recognise the person I have become as I spend my days jumping through hoops.
But having applied for countless jobs and hardly getting a sniff at anything, I am coming to the conclusion that at the age of 57 this might be it for me, my real skills are atrophied and my confidence is in my boots. The very thought of another five years or so of this feels me with dread.