Well that sounds more reassuring.
Early to mid 20s I worked in business development and was successful. After been made redundant and not being able to find similar work I had to pick up any job to pay the mortgage. This was a significant salary drop down to minimum wage. I then fell pregnant and I guess I have felt like I've fitted a stereotype that I need to accept easy, low paid jobs to fit around my child. Especially being a single parent.
I dont hate my current job. I've been there over 6 years. But it's way too easy. No progression. No fulfilment. I'm bored. And now there is no company loyalty to their staff. My boss' attitude has never been pleasant with regards to me being a lone parent as everything falls on me. However I've grinned and bared it as I've been able to fit my job around my child to a degree. However doing this has meant I will not be considered for progression in the company.
However now after 6 years, the lack of loyalty to employees and the continued poor attitude towards my life I feel I need to address feeling unfulfilled and stop accepting the safe option.
I do really value my time with my son. I dont mind working hard but I will not partake in partying and drug taking and I dont want to feel sidelined because I wont be part of it. Its important my son gets plenty of my time too. I currently work 8 to 3 but would be happy to work more within reason.
This is a flexible working from home role but I imagine on some occasions it will be office based. It's also been mentioned that incentives include team holidays and also the opportunity to earn a bonus. So I feel there must be an element of selling. However I wouldn't be finding candidates their roles, I would be their point of contact and liasing with various parties involved in the placement.
Although I want more from my work life I don't want to throw myself into a cut throat environment. I dont want to play safe and stay where I am. I have plenty of reasons to move, however I cant ignore the fact that although I struggle massively financially (each month is is so hard) and am unhappy, I feel secure there. Though I cant see this lasting forever due to changes in the business.
It's so hard