I have been back at work for 3 months, 3 days a week from home, and I'm finding it so hard. My children are 1.5 and 3 so my mat leaves were almost back to back, I went back for 6 months in between, I was 3 days a week then, and those 6 months were great. But after this one, and having spent most of the last 4 years either pregnant or on mat leave I just feel so out of it! I don't feel confident in my work, things have moved on and changed so much and there hasn't been any sort of training, I feel so stupid I'm always having to ask people junior to me how to do things! I'm exhausted all the time, I feel like I'm not being a great mum or employee. Should I just leave or will things get better? I'm struggling to find any enjoyment in work, and the days I'm at work it's so stressful getting the kids dropped off/picked up either side of work, my house is constantly messy and I feel like I have no time or energy to keep on top of it. I don't feel like I'm cut out for this. How do you do it?!