Way of life about to be obliterated and the foreseeable future looks grim. I am bouncing between total freak out mode and practical in control let me at it mode. Arghhhhhh! I want to scream and cry at how unfair but I'm not like that. I know there are always silver linings and so many positives to be grateful for but oooooph. I am going to need to shut my emotions down to survive this. I am gutted at this point.