Hi everyone.
I need advice!
- currently on maternity leave since September
- been on furlough previous to that March - September due to being preggas.
So I'm on maternity leave my baby is 5 months old, and the thought of going back to work makes me generally want to cry. I hated my job before I got pregnant working with 7 blokes day in day out being the only female is way to much. Which caused me to hate my job so much that I was looking for jobs until I fell pregnant.
My job isn't a career it's a standard office job. My role was quite superior but I didn't get the job title nor the pay to reflect what j done dispute me mentioning this it was pointless... anyway -
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK.
I worked full time and I know for a fact they wouldn't let me go part time nooooo way. A girl previously who worked there wanted to go back part time the said no.
Not only that but putting my child in childcare 3 days a week let alone 5 would break my bank. My husband could pay for it but I'd rather him just pay for my bills instead of forking out for someone else to look after our daughter.
I'm due to go back in June. This is when my pay runs out. What do I do?
I'd get a job somewhere else 2 days to cover my bills plus I've just started my own babywear online business so I'm hoping that booms. Im just worrying so much I don't want to have to rely on my husband nor have no money for myself...
What do I do?