Hi ladies, just looking for a bit of of a hand-hold I guess, asfeeling a little disheartned by something my manager said recently.
For background, I'm employed by the NHS in a band 4 position. I've been in the role for just about 3 months and came from a band 3 role (although only band 3 I had a lot of responsibilities in addition to the main job description).
So I came from a long-term band 3 to band 4. Admittedly there's been a lot more to learn in this job (new packages and more responsibility for mentoring new staff, that kind of thing).
Had a meeting with my manager last week, just a standard 121 that everyone on the team has. We talked about how I'm settling in and finding the role, just a general chat about it. We also talked about a couple of mistakes I've made (mainly in the new processes and because I've been working remotely a lot of the time without people avilable to ask for guidance).
Although my manager is lovely and very fair, she said 'Michelle, you're not fulfilling band 4 requirements" and "I would have expected you to be fully competent and established in the role by now." Indicating that I'm too slow at learning or picking up new things. I've been doing my best under very hard circumstances (being WFH most days) and with the added pressures of covid and everything else.
I took it on the chin but was quite upset by what she said. We discussed an action plan to help me get up to speed in certain aspects of the job, this will be reviewed periodically.
However, at the end of January I have an interview for another band 4 position. I meet all the requirements on its job description so knew I had nothing to lose by applying. Put a lot of effort into the application so was really happy to be shortlisted for interview.
My concern is, if I get the job and manager is approached for a reference is:
- Could she tell the recruiter she personally doesn't think I meet band 4 standards of efficiency?
- She has only known me about 4 months, so would her reference count for much? Or would they approach my previous manager as well as her? Previous manager was fantastic, gave me lot of additional responsibility as she had confidence in me, but I don't want current manager's feelings about my work influcence the recruiter to retract any job offer of another band 4 position.
At the end of the day, I just want to develop, learn and get on in the NHS. Everyone who moved up a band has to start somewhere and we all have different learning journeys. Just don't want her to rain on my parade if I get lucky and the interviewer feels I'm a good fit for the new job.