Needing to get this out because I'm just feeling pretty upset and can't seem to stop crying.
I found out today that I didn't get a new role at work that I applied for. To be honest I wasn't expecting to, the interview didn't go badly, but I didn't smash it either so not getting it wasn't a surprise.
But I'm just feeling so frustrated that I'm applying for things and not getting them. It's not that I'm not capable, and any gaps in knowledge would come with training and experience, but the interviews are a point scoring exercise and I just never seem to score high enough.
It's not so much not getting the job that's upset me, but the increasing feeling that I'm just not good enough. After a failed interview last year, my manager said we'd spend some time going over the intervirw examples I had and doing some mock interviews for next time. Has that happened? Has it fuck.
My own manager was off today but I did mention to another manager I needed to take a little bit of time to go and feel sorry for myself (I think she knew I meant I needed a good cry) and I'm going to have a proper chat with her tomorrow about how I'm feeling.
I know I'm good at my current role, and I'm often asked to help others if the managers are busy, but it feels like I never get any recognition for the good stuff I do. If my manager isn't doing much to help me progress, does he just not have any faith in me? I know I shouldn't, but I really need the positive feedback and praise from others to help keep me motivated. That's just the way I am.
Sorry, but I don't have anyone to talk to as I live alone and I'm just sobbing in my bed just now.
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Didn't get the job - again
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WildOrchids67 · 29/09/2020 00:30
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