Since lockdown, my department has gone from 3 down to 2 people. We have tried to keep on top of the workload, but we are now 1 month behind. My line mgr and me worked out that all the work I need to do equates to a third more than my working hours. When my line mgr took this info to the CEO she was told it was tough, all staff are over worked. I am suffering with anxiety including alopecia, dermatitis and insomnia due to workload.
I pretty much lost it today, burst into tears, near panic attack, I am over whelmed and can not cope. The restructure we are going through does not allow for our third person back. So there is no light at the end of the tunnel.
I think I've done everything I can - line mgr knows workload is too much, knows I am mentally broken, has approached CEO and no resources are available.
I ought to contact Dr as I know I need help, but the thought of being signed off fills me with dread as there will just be more work to do on my return.
I don't want to leave, I have been there 5 years, and I need the job. What else can I do? HR also know but at the end of the day if the CEO says tough, no money, just get on with it, do I just have to do that? There is no magic wand after all. Or should I keep shouting 'help and hope the CEO eventually listens?
Thank you for any suggestions to help me get through this and back on track.