I’m an ED nurse. I stepped down from band 6 in Jan as my son 11 who has autism was having a mental health crisis. I reduced my hours from 24 to 12. He seems to be a lot better now but he isn’t back in school yet so I’m uncertain what September will bring.
In my job I support students but I also volunteer to support the newly qualified staff, help organise training, and spend time doing mentoring beyond the expected role. When j have students I do more than necessary ie coming in on my day off if they need an interview so they aren’t rushed. Massively support them with dissertations etc. A new role has come up for a professional development nurse to organise all the training for t he department. Working with and supporting students and overseas nurses. I really really want it. Closing date 4 sept. He goes back on 7th.
I hadn’t seen it advertised but a couple of nurses came to me yesterday to say “ youd be perfect for this”.
Another colleague has said she is interested too and between us we are applying to job share 18 hours a week each. She is also my long time friend outside of work so if my son was having a bad time she would support me and vice versa.
I’m nervous about applying. Feel like my boss might think I’m a liability, but also on the other hand I really love and am dedicated to our department. Been there since qualifying 3 years ago.
Completely lost my confidence- what would you
Do???