hi, I'm due to be returning to work at the end of next month from mat leave. I haven't used my kit days due to corona. I suffer with anxiety which has defo got worse during the pandemic. I'm thinking of doing one day a week before I return to try and ease myself back into it. I'm so nervous and anxious about leaving my little one. I feel like all the new mum stuff ie, playgroups baby groups and mixing with others has been robbed and I suppose I just feel that mum guilt.. i know it can't be helped, my eldest had all that and was well prepared for me returning to work so it went really smoothly. I'm hoping me and my partner can work around each other so we don't need to use childcare.
We've literally quarantined from the start and have only seen a few people at social distance, so getting back too normal just feels soo overwhelming at the minute.