hi I wont go into the details but there are lots of issues in my work because of COVID and people are under pressure.. My head actually hurts writing this. But I am in charge of a section that has continued to work and meet a big target. My employers don't take missing a target lightly. Anyway my direct line manager continues to ignore that we still have targets to meet and deliver and recently told me they didn't give a "fuck" about what we were doing and go away. This wouldn't be the first time in the last few months they have said to me they don't give a "fuck". I could complain in writing - so what - red rag to a bull. I could go above their head - have done before - nothing changes and its COVID 19 crises management anyway. So today I am really upset, I want to gurn, my head is buzzing and I would like some advice. I am working at home but could hardly get out of bed. I feel unsupported and I am going to keep going but they are a blockage and an asshole. I have also developed terrible anxiety about work not being able to sleep at night worrying about how we will get it all done.