hello all, well i had my bfp this morning for baby no 2! should be over the moon but the truth is i am terrified. tehre's many reasons for it: general pregnancy paranoias, dd who is 18 months and has never once slept through (not even close), but perhaps chief among them is work.
my boss is going on mat leave in 6 weeks and i ahve accepted to cover for her. this in itself is a big deal for me as it entails a lot more repsonsibility and stress- but ok i had decided i would take the challenge. but now i am terrified that if i tell our MD i am pg he is going to freak out and be really upset that i have accepted to cover while in reality i will be going off in a few months myself.
with dd i didn't tell anyone until 12 weeks and i would love to do the same with this baby. but i am just afraid i am being dishonest with my boss in accpeting the post and not being able to see it through.
what shoudl i do? should i tell now? or wait till 12 weeks? and how do i manage my md? and am i even mad for considering taking on such a huge challenge when pg? on the other hand, the extra money will come in handy esp when i go on mat leave..
helppppp!!!