I’ve name changed makes me feel better.
Sorry long - there aren’t many jobs in this so moving not easy.
I work in a group of about 9 advisors. I am on national phone line and appointments in the main office, local phone calls. Most of the others are in outreach and busy all day when there, also do local but not national line. It really happened because the others drive and I’d worked on national phone line before.
National line is very quiet, one call an hour. I’m very bored and frustrated. As well as having nothing to do the others will be in and rota for local calls, while still needing to do admin from outreach. So even when they are very busy I’m stuck doing nothing on national. I also feel guilty that the others are so rushed.
I have ASD (not disclosed) and intrusive thoughts about being useless, pointless. Low level currently, had active depression in the past.
This is a national charity fixed term contract and I feel have less skills in case they change what they want. I have asked about doing outreach but that was denied. Now I find that they are recruiting to an outreach post.
I don’t know how to tackle any of this even if they weren’t recruiting to the new post. Even writing this is upsetting me. I’m worried I’ll get upset if I go to a meeting and raise it. The managers, colleagues and organisation are really nice.