Ok I have been in my current job for over a decade. I applied for promotion last year. This is civil service and it was an opportunity for all staff at the administrative grade to move up a grade. Went through two rounds of testing and then a competency based interview. I worked on this interview for weeks, knew my competencies, had what I thought were good examples and thought that the interview went relatively well. Ok it felt like a punch in the stomach when I got an unsucessful but I accepted it. This week lists were published with the successful candidates and there were a lot of them. I just feel like I have been punched in the stomach again. There were people on the list I wouldn't even have considered.
I just feel in work undervalued and that I have been overlooked. I came back recently after holidays and find myself procrastinating in work and not really wanting to be there or do anything more than I have to. This is so not me. I was so motivated going for the interview and thoughts of moving up and bettering myself, I now just feel completely deflated.
I know it is easy to say move on or try again but these opportunities don't come round very often. I have a child with SN and my dept have been very good about letting me reduce my hours and take time off for appointments, so this is a benefit I don't want to lose. Anyone else been in my situation?