I currently work as an engineer at a consultancy firm. At 18, I did a four year university course. I graduated at 22 then started a job two weeks later, where I stayed for four years. At 26, I left and started a new job, where I retrained and stayed for another four years. I just started my current job around 6 months ago. I currently hold a senior engineer position and I've just turned 30. At no point since leaving University have I ever had more than 3 weeks of work off.
My problem is, I feel completely over it. My passion and drive for something I loved enough to make it my career is gone. I have no energy, I'm tired and I just couldn't care less anymore. I desperately want to get out and a two week holiday isn't enough.
In my spare time, I'm a PADI Divemaster and I'm really considering taking a year out, putting my life here into storage and moving abroad to work in a dive centre. It would be doing something that I don't love as much, but that I know I can do without much mental energy - almost to try and give myself the headspace to fall back in love with engineering.
My problem is - if I take this career break and leave engineering for 12 months, will I be able to come back and get a job again? I'm so worried that I'd give it up for the "gap year" I never had and end up being seem as unemployable. I also don't want to ask for a sabbatical from my current job - I already know that the move here wasn't the right move for me so when I do come back, I wouldn't be looking to come back here.
Has anyone done something similar and come back to the career that they left? Or am I asking the impossible?