I have been a teacher (primary) for 20 years, now living abroad and realising it just isn't what I want to do when I come back to the UK in a year. I've had time off for kids/mental health issues and my career history is quite patchy.
I'm 39, will be 40 when I return.
I'm an introvert (suspected autism) and dealing with 30 loud, excitable children just isn't what I can do. Every day leaves me drained. I LOVE working with kids in small groups, but it's too much to deal with a class day in day out.
While my absolute ideal would be to open my own business, I'm not sure I can do it. I am not good at self-motivation and I wonder how I'd cope with the responsibility of having to apply myself with no one standing over me.
There are two other options I'm considering:
Moving into SEN education, which has smaller groups, and I relate to the kids well. I haven't worked with SEN much as it's not a 'thing' in the country where I live.
Completely changing career and becoming a radiotherapist. This would involve studying for at least three years, which I think we can just about afford.
I wonder if my time as a teacher is just done. I wish I'd moved into SEN years ago before I burnt out, but there it is.
Anyone with any advice on what they would do?