It's always slightly bothered me that while I am good at my job, I keep things ticking over, it feels like I've never been one of those people who can come up with smart new ways to do things and spot opportunities - I can't seem to go above and beyond and provide all those 'achievements' you're supposed to have on your CV to talk about at job interviews. And it just seems to come naturally to those who do.
I have a newish colleague who is great at this kind of thing, she just sees things that would never occur to me. Not massive stuff, but little connections she draws that I just don't seem to be able to pull together, despite having been there for 6 years.
Due to mat leave cover, I'm doing some management work for 6-9 months, and also my team has been moved to a wider team that is much more relevant to our work so there should be more opportunities to move up or sideways as I'd like to. But it feels as though if new colleague were to go for the same opportunity as me, she'd frankly deserve it much more than I do as she is so much more dynamic. And regardless of that, I do want to move my career up a notch now my kids are a bit older and I'm not sure how I can become more of an 'above and beyond' person for opportunities - internal or external.