My job is giving me intense anxiety, and it's beginning to affect my health. The managers are controlling, they watch our every move, monitor our internet use, and don't trust us to even go to the toilet without logging it with them first.
I feel I am in a prison sometimes, I am forced to do things I find uncomfortable, and they know this, and then criticised for doing it wrong.
I have told them I am feeling stressed, so they say I have to have weekly one to ones with my manager, who has told me they are concerned I am going to quit. They don't want people leaving as they feel it looks bad to customers and makes others think maybe they should leave too
I am applying for jobs, but as I work full time I have to book holiday to go to interviews. When I book this, my boss is suspicious, and outright asks me what I need the time off for, and if this is for an interview. She told me, if I am serious about leaving they may fire me as they don't want someone sticking around who isn't all in. I haven't been there 2 years so I understand they can do this?