Hi.
I report into a junior director-level manager (within a medium sized manufacturing / int property license holder who reports into the COO's right hand man, a senior director). I recently made it clear to my manager that i'd like to be considered for a promotion / development track. they are constantly talking in recruitment campaigns about the lack of female leadership talent in our sector, and now I've been here very comfortably for over a year, we've just had a bit of a performance review and goal planning session - all good.
Except I was given some fairly blunt feedback that I have no idea how to translate into reality, and i'm hoping that more senior business people on here might be able to interpret it in such a way that it's more relatable.
I'm experienced in my job, and it's akin to designing elements of engine parts (it's not cars, but you get the idea). in the last year, I've also been leading 2 of our junior designers, directly accountable for their work. for this, you need a very detail-oriented skillset - i'm typically described as "incredibly diligent", "doesn't miss anything", "a completionist", in good terms.
My manager's feedback was awkward, and he said that I need to "learn to operate more strategically". when I asked what that meant, he said "make more risk-based decision making". i said i wasn't sure what that meant, and he said something about taking too long on design work which doesn't need every low level of detail finished, it "depends on the part".
I asked him for some examples and he said "don't get too bogged down by process", "sometimes it's about relying on conversations and networking rather than signing off with written authority on parts".
I went out of the meeting more confused than ever, and asking him 3 times in a row hasn't given me any real clarity on how on earth to make changes to improve! I didn't want to ask a 4th time.
SO how would you interpret his comments?
(bearing in mind that i'm in a role where we have sample auditors, and if there are e.g. accidents, there will be a investigation too as to who signed off on the designs, if we don't get manufacturing run approvals due to a design flaw, it's my ass on the line, and there's no such thing as "skipping" parts of a design to produce things more quickly, because it'll just get rejected at approval gates where the missing information will be obvious - so it comes back as re-work after wasting approvers' lab time).
I feel like i'm being told to work less diligently in an area that I have ZERO control to be less diligent in, and yet he was also singing my praises as being someone whose colleagues always ask to work with because i'm so diligent and hard working.
I really don't know what to do next - i'm sitting here on a Monday afternoon meant to be writing up notes from the one-to-one so that we can review them next month and i'm more confused about how i'm meant to change to "start acting like the next level up" than ever!