I'm 19, studying online with the OU completing my Higher Education Diploma in Law for my actual Law degree which I start in a brick university in September 2019.
I'm a smart, well presented, articulate and friendly young woman. Previous employers have complimented me on my professionalism and excellent speaking manner.
I've applied to over hundreds of jobs now over the past 2 months, no replies. My CV is great- I have excellent qualifications and grades, previous jobs with great references etc. (I'm not trying to toot my own horn I swear!)
I'm currently on UC and my work coach had complimented my CV and said it's to a good standard, they keep asking me at each appointment why I don't have a job yet, they don't seem to believe I'm actually applying to roles!
I live away from home with my boyfriend (he's a little older so I live in his flat and pay £100 rent pm, as well as my own food and any extras I want).
I babysat all summer this year almost full time with 2 different families, saved up over £3000 doing that so I have some leeway at the moment for finances, but I want to keep that saved and not have to be spending it. I get £230 UC per month and live entirely off of that. I don't go out partying, I don't drink alcohol, I don't buy extra makeup or clothes. Only basics each month.
I've applied to so many different jobs! I really am not picky.
Tell me it'll get easier😞 I really wanted to save the money to go on a few days holiday in the summer to Paris, maybe do 2 days in a Disney resort then a full day in Paris. Just a little treat before starting university which will be incredibly demanding.
I'll be commuting to uni in September too, I've only applied to ones within an hour/hour and a half distance by train. Intending to stay living with my boyfriend- we're moving in a few months to a larger place with a garden. I feel awful I can't contribute financially to the extra rent (it's only £50 extra a month but I still feel crap) and all the letting fees etc.
God, this is a long post, I'm sorry. I just wanted to vent and talk to someone. I'm close to bursting into tears each day over the financial stress.
Thanks..