Last month I had a traumatic miscarriage, which has left me traumatised, depressed and anxious. I've just found out I'm pregnant again, which has made me feel worse, I'm happy to be pregnant, but scared stiff that somethings going to happen. I've suffered with my mental health for the past 3 years.
I've gotten to the point where I can't be alone, even in my home because I have fear that something going to happen to me and my baby, if I go into the garden I have to take someone with me due to fear of falling over or injuring myself.
I've become stressed to the point where I'm lashing out and being aggressive towards my loved ones.
I currently claim JSA, but atm the thought of looking for work seems unrealistic to me, I'm considering applying for ESA, but don't know if I even stand a chance of being successful.
Any advice is appreciated.