Hi
Long story short, I have been officially agrophobic for over two years now.
I live at home with my parents after moving back home from a v v ea relationship.
I am on ESA and PIP but due to incontinence problems, lose a lot of money on new bedding after pissing myself -_-
I have been trying and trying to find online work that actually earns enough to be of use. I want to be able to get some help mental health wise, I.e therapy as I have used my allotted nhs mental health time apparently and have no choice but to go private unless I am actively dying again basically ....
Which is fine by me
But I am 22
I want my privacy but also scared to leave home
I have a fairly new bf who stays round for the day quite a lot recently and is a godsend to my mental health aha
But I want to be able to afford clean bedding. Shopping, rent even a small place of my own near this house so I can actually make it there with the agrophobia. I refuse to live like this anymore, always in fear of myself.
I hate it.
I have many job experience packets under my belt, but how do I find something legit and decent money but not over the benefit caps thingymabob?
I have plenty of time to work obviously aha as agrophobia, but I just can't seem to find anything??